The Sweetest

we care about each other. we hold hands when we are together. we fight for us. we never let others beat us. we always connected no matter where or what or when. we always help each other. we always walk together. we always laugh together. we always laugh at others together. we always make jokes together. we always eat together. we always share our drinks. we always say "ohmygod" together. we always accept each others problem. we always understand each other. we always laugh at old pictures. we always sit together. we always LOVE each other...
but now, its all gone. its just sweet memories to be laugh at when we were older. i wish i could turn back time and make it 2008/09. this shouldn't happen to us. this is running me crazy. i always hide it so you wont notice so that you wont feel hurt.

its not surprising if we all move on. i always pray for the best not the worst. im always there if you need me, anytime.



today school was okay. from morning until recess there's no teacher. Haha and surprisingly i kinda have this lil tuition with Stephanie. Goshh, she's great in add maths. i slept during the class and im feeling guilty so i asked her to tutor me and she did a good job. Thanks Annie! after recess i was lepak-ing with Darina nd her friends in her class. even though, im a bit .. u know. whatever lah. i cant change things to where they were but i really really really miss it :( and i bet they are too. hmm, my mp3 was taken by my science teacher and thank god she gave it back to me, hushhh, what a relieve.

im missing everything


lets start. today, 23rd April. in school during recess time, Darina and I had a huge fight with the Form5 started when Lilia came to Darina's table when she was eating, she suddenly hit the table and said "oii!" Darina stood up and start talking. she was like what do you want? and the boys get themself involve. fuck off! im not gonna let my bestfriend fight alone. although Ekin advised me not to. i cant leave her alone. then, the bapok and minah rempit were teasing Darina. i stood up on a chair and looked at everybody. suddenly the seniors were like "kitaorg form5, respect lah sikit!" i was pissed and shouted "kalau korang tak respect kitaorg, mcmmana kitaorg nak respect korang bodohh!" i shouted with all my heart with anger. andand all teachers came and stopped us. damn, i've never got this mad before. just wait! i still have revenge on you. jgn ingat korang besar. tu je aku mintak. besar mana korang? tak jauh lah wei. in the pejabat, the headmistress were like getting police involve, i was like wtf? i didnt even touch them . fucker betol!

in the end, we won the fight and Lilia apologized. it seemed like we won, Losersss! dont play fire with us okay?

You and Me- Lifehouse

sukee lah! any problem?

Take Me There

i dont know what the hell is wrong with me but i kinda felt like nowadays are not as cool as before. i miss those years and memories. even my bestfriend now are not talking to me. where are you? how are you? i dont even know. i know im controlled but a part of my heart wants you. i care about you, and im always your friend, you know that. i dont care how bad you are but once you're my friend, you're always be.

school? i dont think that school now are cool like before. i miss everybody. i miss being bad. i miss skipping class and hang out in other class. now, i cant do all that :( in school, i used to have this 'gang' that everybody respect. but now, i still have that but there's something missing. sometimes, i just simply want to stay at home than be in school. i feel like moving and make new friends that have the same interest like mine. its okay, time flies. i want it fast. im gonna have school life for just another 1 and a half-year. and then bye to Drama. haha.


Your eyes are amazing <3


as usual, i went to school. ekin was with me, as usual. BM class was boring but i still make stupid jokes, and yeah, i annoyed my teacher. haha. during english, urghh, she's annoying. she loves to tortured and gives us a lot of work. then its recess , i recessed with Azim, Ekin, Hadib and Syahmi. i miss old days :( after recess, its math class. i did not sleep and i pay attention. haha, as if. then its Economics. the teacher is boring and we did a lil pembentangan. haha, we named our group 9 and a half-woman. haha, there's 7 boys and 2 girls in my group. ahah. our tagline is "bewwwakkkk" haha, we laugh like hell when we said it. then its add math's class. i slept, unexpectedly, im so tired kot. after school, i stayed back and lepak at Maple with Andy, Eary, Ekin and Bal. haha, Andy with his jokes. haha. and thanks to Intan, im addicted to Marlboro menthol. damnn, haha.

i miss everything about us


I didnt get enough sleep and i was tired in the morning. dadadadda, got home and now, i want to sleep! i hate Monday



Saturday morning, i went out with Tante because we need to take nenek to the doctor so we went to SJMC, as usual. then i went to syasya's around 11.30 something, syasya was in the tuition that time. hmm, then then we took inara and we went to Subang Parade, then Damansara to Wondermilk to get syasya's cupcakes.we got it the we got bak home, start all the barbecue thingy.

i met Syafinaz, Amir, Nadzhif, Lisa, Inna, Nazreene, Shamina, Inez, Syamil, Asha, Shafiq, Adriz, Nabil, Danny, Niena, Khaysha, ntah sape lagi tah. ahaha. Man Utd vs Chelsea's match was held at the same time as the barbecue so Nadzhif, Lisa, Naz, Adriz, Inez, Shamina and I went to Kopitiam. then Shafiq came. blablabla. then sume blah tinggal I, Lisa, and Shafiq. we hung out and talked. then got back there at the barbecue. at that nite, i know 3 person's biggest secret, HAHAHA. no worries, im a good friend so your secret is safe with me.

Sunday morning, woke up around 8. haaha. bapak awal. then intan came and we went to McD and jumpa Asha and Rhyz. then gerak USJ 13's sports day. lepak dgn Nabil, Akmal, Danny, Din and ntah sape. haaha. i just hung out outside cause Syasya cant go in so i accompanied her. hmm, then i went out with Nabil and Akmal for a while in Akmal's Gen2 to buy tepung for Syasya. haha, the tempek thing worked well. very well. she looked like a damn freaking zombie. haha. its funny, try me.

went to pool in Station 1 , and im so happy that Shafiq thought me to play pool. ohmg, thanks wei. and Intan and i played as the 'tak terer' ones. haha. then gerak McD, and my craziness came along. haiyahahhh. people laugh real bad at the way i laugh. haha "my precious" , "shemigol". haha, Shafiq especially, he laugh like crazay. haha. i bet i was so funny. the whole McD heard us laughing. haha
daddadaa, at 7 something, lisa came and hung out for a while. she just cant stop playing with the lighter, Syasya too. syasya made everybody gelabah, huhh, haha. and Intan and Syasya was wondering what is going on between me and Lisa cause we were going somewhere that they cant hear us to talk, but actually its nothing, we're just playing games. haha. we're not lying. papa picked me up around 9 and im freaking tired.