we care about each other. we hold hands when we are together. we fight for us. we never let others beat us. we always connected no matter where or what or when. we always help each other. we always walk together. we always laugh together. we always laugh at others together. we always make jokes together. we always eat together. we always share our drinks. we always say "ohmygod" together. we always accept each others problem. we always understand each other. we always laugh at old pictures. we always sit together. we always LOVE each other...
but now, its all gone. its just sweet memories to be laugh at when we were older. i wish i could turn back time and make it 2008/09. this shouldn't happen to us. this is running me crazy. i always hide it so you wont notice so that you wont feel hurt.
its not surprising if we all move on. i always pray for the best not the worst. im always there if you need me, anytime.
I MISS US SO BADLY :'(
WEDNESDAY
today school was okay. from morning until recess there's no teacher. Haha and surprisingly i kinda have this lil tuition with Stephanie. Goshh, she's great in add maths. i slept during the class and im feeling guilty so i asked her to tutor me and she did a good job. Thanks Annie! after recess i was lepak-ing with Darina nd her friends in her class. even though, im a bit .. u know. whatever lah. i cant change things to where they were but i really really really miss it :( and i bet they are too. hmm, my mp3 was taken by my science teacher and thank god she gave it back to me, hushhh, what a relieve.
im missing everything
im missing everything
HARSH
lets start. today, 23rd April. in school during recess time, Darina and I had a huge fight with the Form5 students.it started when Lilia came to Darina's table when she was eating, she suddenly hit the table and said "oii!" Darina stood up and start talking. she was like what do you want? and the boys get themself involve. fuck off! im not gonna let my bestfriend fight alone. although Ekin advised me not to. i cant leave her alone. then, the bapok and minah rempit were teasing Darina. i stood up on a chair and looked at everybody. suddenly the seniors were like "kitaorg form5, respect lah sikit!" i was pissed and shouted "kalau korang tak respect kitaorg, mcmmana kitaorg nak respect korang bodohh!" i shouted with all my heart with anger. andand all teachers came and stopped us. damn, i've never got this mad before. just wait! i still have revenge on you. jgn ingat korang besar. tu je aku mintak. besar mana korang? tak jauh lah wei. in the pejabat, the headmistress were like getting police involve, i was like wtf? i didnt even touch them . fucker betol!
in the end, we won the fight and Lilia apologized. it seemed like we won, Losersss! dont play fire with us okay?
Take Me There
i dont know what the hell is wrong with me but i kinda felt like nowadays are not as cool as before. i miss those years and memories. even my bestfriend now are not talking to me. where are you? how are you? i dont even know. i know im controlled but a part of my heart wants you. i care about you, and im always your friend, you know that. i dont care how bad you are but once you're my friend, you're always be.
school? i dont think that school now are cool like before. i miss everybody. i miss being bad. i miss skipping class and hang out in other class. now, i cant do all that :( in school, i used to have this 'gang' that everybody respect. but now, i still have that but there's something missing. sometimes, i just simply want to stay at home than be in school. i feel like moving and make new friends that have the same interest like mine. its okay, time flies. i want it fast. im gonna have school life for just another 1 and a half-year. and then bye to Drama. haha.
TUESDAY
as usual, i went to school. ekin was with me, as usual. BM class was boring but i still make stupid jokes, and yeah, i annoyed my teacher. haha. during english, urghh, she's annoying. she loves to tortured and gives us a lot of work. then its recess , i recessed with Azim, Ekin, Hadib and Syahmi. i miss old days :( after recess, its math class. i did not sleep and i pay attention. haha, as if. then its Economics. the teacher is boring and we did a lil pembentangan. haha, we named our group 9 and a half-woman. haha, there's 7 boys and 2 girls in my group. ahah. our tagline is "bewwwakkkk" haha, we laugh like hell when we said it. then its add math's class. i slept, unexpectedly, im so tired kot. after school, i stayed back and lepak at Maple with Andy, Eary, Ekin and Bal. haha, Andy with his jokes. haha. and thanks to Intan, im addicted to Marlboro menthol. damnn, haha.
i miss everything about us
i miss everything about us
SCHOOL SUCKS ON MONDAY
I didnt get enough sleep and i was tired in the morning. dadadadda, got home and now, i want to sleep! i hate Monday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYASYA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYASYA
"MY PRECIOUS"
Saturday morning, i went out with Tante because we need to take nenek to the doctor so we went to SJMC, as usual. then i went to syasya's around 11.30 something, syasya was in the tuition that time. hmm, then then we took inara and we went to Subang Parade, then Damansara to Wondermilk to get syasya's cupcakes.we got it the we got bak home, start all the barbecue thingy.
i met Syafinaz, Amir, Nadzhif, Lisa, Inna, Nazreene, Shamina, Inez, Syamil, Asha, Shafiq, Adriz, Nabil, Danny, Niena, Khaysha, ntah sape lagi tah. ahaha. Man Utd vs Chelsea's match was held at the same time as the barbecue so Nadzhif, Lisa, Naz, Adriz, Inez, Shamina and I went to Kopitiam. then Shafiq came. blablabla. then sume blah tinggal I, Lisa, and Shafiq. we hung out and talked. then got back there at the barbecue. at that nite, i know 3 person's biggest secret, HAHAHA. no worries, im a good friend so your secret is safe with me.
Sunday morning, woke up around 8. haaha. bapak awal. then intan came and we went to McD and jumpa Asha and Rhyz. then gerak USJ 13's sports day. lepak dgn Nabil, Akmal, Danny, Din and ntah sape. haaha. i just hung out outside cause Syasya cant go in so i accompanied her. hmm, then i went out with Nabil and Akmal for a while in Akmal's Gen2 to buy tepung for Syasya. haha, the tempek thing worked well. very well. she looked like a damn freaking zombie. haha. its funny, try me.
went to pool in Station 1 , and im so happy that Shafiq thought me to play pool. ohmg, thanks wei. and Intan and i played as the 'tak terer' ones. haha. then gerak McD, and my craziness came along. haiyahahhh. people laugh real bad at the way i laugh. haha "my precious" , "shemigol". haha, Shafiq especially, he laugh like crazay. haha. i bet i was so funny. the whole McD heard us laughing. haha
daddadaa, at 7 something, lisa came and hung out for a while. she just cant stop playing with the lighter, Syasya too. syasya made everybody gelabah, huhh, haha. and Intan and Syasya was wondering what is going on between me and Lisa cause we were going somewhere that they cant hear us to talk, but actually its nothing, we're just playing games. haha. we're not lying. papa picked me up around 9 and im freaking tired.
bye
STRESSING
today as usual, went to school. Sakinah took the morning with me. Bal was still doing his face and doesnt want to talk to me. whatever. andand Darina was absence. She's back to her old Darina. i've expected it already. She's hiding something but i dont know what it is. in school today, there's this AIDS motivasi and stuff but i missed it because of the Oral Test. during Oral Test, i was full because i was eating while watching those cooking show. haha. its fun. i got 23/30 which is good, said by Pn Tan. unfortunately, i had to do it again because ekin wants me to. i have nothing to say about that. pfft . next, Tan, the school counselor told me something that im proud off. you may think im 'poyo' writing this in blog, but im proud of it. she said that 'saya dgr result awak bagos, walaupun dlm kelas main2'. :) i really put an afford on it so i deserve it, i guess. haha. Add Maths, Economics, Accounts, i dont think i can reach those GOOD results yet but i'll try. dadada, got home and Hasraf were here. as usual, see nenek. papa was home too and surprisingly, mummy got home damn early. haha. at 5 something, Tante came. BTW, im so jealous of mummy&papa cause they got the chance to watch Lionel Ritchie's concert. shit, plus, its the RM888.00 price tickets. how hurting was that? urghhh, nevermind!
I CARE LESS
seriously, it sucks to see other people got more love than us. it hurts especially people near us who is more than us. someday, i bet you, I'll burst out in anger and start to punch people if i get this treat again. stop pretending, stop lying, stop underestimate me, stop everything. you may think im the world's un-sensitive person but just so you know, im touched with every single thing. i hurt more at home than school. does all the stories you heard about me in school open your eyes? you should be cause at home im always tortured and shouted and embarrassed and humiliated. thats why im the character that you are school. ohh gosh, i cant take it anymore with the shouting and stff. i may be bad, but im not as bad as your favorite one. i hate being judge so dont just simply judge me! go to hell if you are embarrassed, i dont give a damn. i am what i am, and you have to accept that. you took drugs, have i ever let the secret burst? you're friends with people who took drugs, have i ever let the secret burst? you steal money, dont you think it hurts me? ohh please, i may be taking cigarettes, why are you telling me like im so so SO bad? put yourself first in front of the mirror if you wanna talk about me. this is the funniest part, my greds in school, who the hell do you think you are to judge my records? go to hell you fucking monstrous idiot fuller.
ITS BEEN SO LONG
EKIN, you know who this guy is <3
its been long rite after i last updated my blog? well, i've been busy lately.
i had my exams finished and i think i did it well. Add maths was kindda hard but i answered some question that i thought i couldn't. Ekonomi Asas was a lil bit hard, especially the structured question. Agama was so hard, i left my paper blank. Science was okay, i think i did great. Accounts, damnn. i sucked it! sorry, teacher!
for the drama, well, iera has been missing for a long time. i don't know whats in her mind. she's still a kid that needs school, why is she not in school? why are you busy with your boyfriend all the time? c'mmon girl, think about your future. im just done with you. im sick trying to tell you what should you do. settle things yourself and be independent! face problems.
next, its Darina and those Form5 students. hishh, obviously, im pissed with what they have done to my friend. it hurts do. well surely, if im there, it would be a great fight. and the drama starts when i talked to Sakinah on the phone, she's mad at me cause she taught that i was accusing her on that but actually im not. and Darina was pissed at Bal, and we kindda didn't talked to him. haiyahh, in school, its awkward to see him, i dont know why, even though we were just like siblings before. its totally awkward. but im sure this will come to an end.
Kamarina, she's just a bank to me. she has money so when i need money, there she is, if there's no money, i wont even look at her. i only did this to her okay, dont look at me the wrong way. boys did this to her, and she kindda kantoi busuk with me with the picture in her phone. sorry to say this but there's a boy's cock's picture in her phone, the first picture in her camera album. goshh, its ugly! she's a total bitch and thats may be the weapon for me to get more money. *im so mean only to bad people
to Zai, good luck for PLKN. be happy when you're there. and you're the first person in my whole 16 years of life that actually wanted to go to PLKN, how suck was that? and and and Zai, im still waiting for you to say it. im waiting until you open your mouth about it. Take care, Bro!
JEALOUS
ignore the title cause i have nothing in mind. haha. today, uhhhh, its Wednesday already. how fast was that? then its Thursday, then Friday, then blablabla, then school again. boringgg. and so many birthdays coming too. oh yeah, btw, Happy Birthday Nadzhif. heee. i haven't done any of my homeworks but i did studied for my coming exams. i wanna new phone. Tuhan, tolonglah aku. im so jealous of Ekin cause she got the chance to holiday in Penang. awww. i miss Penang. have fun, Friend.
ekin, im sorry i cant upload the video that i sang for you. goshh, its just my hair. even i cant look at it, so ugly. trust me. sorryy tau? ;)
KUYAK
SUNDAY,
my tuition class was cancelled. urghh, as i was so freaking boring staying at home, i watched American Pie. hahah! im so pervert. damnn, cut it off, Renee. oh yeahh, at nite, i went to Summit Hotel and then i went to BRM Mamak to eat. i ate Roti Canai banjir. haha. im there with Sya, Alysa, Tiara, Rohan and Randy. haha. i was teasing Tiara about her work, but i got it wrong, she was like "ahh, kuyak ko ni" haha. it was funny. i learned new words everyday. and there's this insane keling trying to kacau us. mcm sial! usha mcm nak makan. tembak masuk hutan baru tau. after that, they went back to their hotel room and took their shower. while Sya and I walk-walk in Summit. then we bumped into Aida. awwww, damn i miss her like mad.
i miss Ekin, Darina, Intan, Nabil, Ndzf, Syahmi, Yot sume ah... haha *takde keje
MOAKED
i love JUICE MAGAZINE'S collection !
today, Sturday, i woke up around 11am or something. went out to see papa and mummy's gone to work that morning. papa ngah and mama ngah were there too. i ate rice with ikan goreng for lunch which sucks a lot! screw u maid! ahaha. blabla, went to cut my hair in Equine and im back to "MUSHROOM", pretty much normal but my front hair is gone, hate u mummy for this. had some munch with mummy in McD and then we went back home. i slept after i watch the final episode of GLEE.
then at 7.30pm , i went out and went to Summit Hotel to meet some new friends. i met Tiara, Alysa, Rohan and Abby. awww, they're cool Sabahans.after we started to talked and stuff, Tiara was like "hey, i kindda like you cause u moaked a lot", haha. after Summit Hotel, we went to Sunway to have some dinner. we took our dinner in Pappa Rich. and they kindda like it, after all, i just knew that there's no Pappa Rich in Sabah. haha. im meeting them tommorow! haha! i guess thats it, buh byeeee <33
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