CURIOUS

i've never been this curious and jealous all my life. but the fact is that im just confused and i do keep on wondering every single day and night why this happened to me? this is a typical thing lah people said when people gets older but hell to the no this isnt what i expect when i grow older. why do i have this so much hate in me to people? actually im not that hating person biut why do i do now? like before , i never care what people gets more but now, why am i stranded in between? i've tried so hard , so so so bhard to win those hearts but the fact is that they dnt even care. *ekin&darina, im not talking about you guys.