You and I

don't you worry, there my honey
we might not have any money
but we've got our love to pay the bills

maybe I think you're cute and funny,

maybe I wanna do what bunnies do with you,
if you know what I mean

Oh, let's get rich and buy our parents homes in the South of France

let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there, you and I, you and I, you and I,

well you might be a bit confused

and you might be a little bit bruised
but baby how we spoon like no one else
so I will help you read those books
if you will soothe my worried looks
and we will put the lonesome on the shelf

oh let’s get rich and buy our parents homes in the South of France

let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there you and I, you and I, you and I

oh, let’s get rich and buy our parents homes in the south of France

let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there you and I, you and I, you and I

Paramore is my life

so yeah, its like a dream come true to go to a Paramore concert. It was damn awesomeeee! it was fantastic! amazing! words cannot describe how the concert went. i was with Syasya, Suraya and Syahmi during the concert. hang out with all my friend's name that starts with the letter S. Hahaha i just realise it yesterday. Funny :) Arived there at 4 but before that i went to IOI mall and bought my shoe for the concert. ate at McD. meet up Suraya and her friend, Zaifiq. They're cool. Oh yeah, I meet up Steph, Yaso and Jovine too. They sat behind me at the PS2 seats.

Hayley sang all my favourite songs except My Heart but its okay! The funny part during the concert is when Hayley sang Crushcrushcrush, I fell behind. Haha it was funny. Syasya kept on laughing at me. I guess it was really funny. so i stood up and just keep on rocking. like who the hell cares? Hahaha i paid for RM242 and i have to be embarrassed? no way! Haha Yaso said, "you crushed too!" Haha

I was kindda pissed off at myself until now for the stupid camera. it was supposed to be charged but it didnt. How pathetic? -.-

all i can say is thank you Hayley, Josh, Jeremy, Zac and Taylor for the awesome concert. It was the best concert i've been to.
Paramore is my life. My life!

Syawal is here

Raya is just around the corner. Im EXCITED!
Just so you know, im going to Paramore! Haha pretty much excited about that too.

i hope my raya money will increase than last year. so that i can buy what i want. Haha


Paramore Fever!

Yes, you read it right. We're the first to confirm that Paramore is going to play a concert in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia in October! Most of you Junkies would know that we've been crushing on Paramore for a long time now and we know you guys have been there with us too. Are you excited as we are???

The deets:

Venue: National Stadium, Bukit Jalil
Date: 19 October
Tickets: TBA

As Usual

went to school as usual. i thought today was going to be better but it gets worse. arrived late today cause early in the morning papa & mummy had some problems to solve. haihh whatever. prefects loves to write down my name. who doesn't? Haha i laugh like hell early in the morning with Khai, Kedah and Ekin. blablabla walk into the class. here it goes, first period was BM with Cikgu Noraini, Goshh, she's so....i dont know how to say. she keeps on pointing her figer to me as if she's so good. i dont hate BM, i hate you. pleaseee stop with the bebel and sttf. it hurts my ear. you're simply two faces, gossiper and self centered. i just dont trust you anymore.

rest of the day went well, i laugh like hell during Science. people keep on laughing at me and my jokes. Haha now im tired laughing, seriously.
Honestly, what happened this morning with my BM teacher just spoil the day.
i wish you are not my BM teacher next year :)


school was okay okay. I had fun laughing. Played takraw with Hadib, Kerol, See Wen, PuiYee, Fhais, Fazreen, Amir, Nabil, and guys from 4D and 4G. it was fun. Ekin and Syahmi were totally sticking together like magnets. Im jealous! Haha I recessed with Yana and my usual gang.

at 3rd and 4th period, i was damn bored. i go downstairs with Hadib, whatever the teacher wants to say, im bored!

ohh yeahh, Syahir's drama! teachers in SMKBJ, biasalah en. kerek. i hate it when small things they brought it up as if it is such a bad thing. ALL of the teachers are the same. i had a fight today with cikgu Aznira babi tu and Noraini. what is your problem? tak suka, cakap depan depan, cikgu! gth lah

Most hurting:

when i heard the news this morning, i was completely shocked. i cant think of anything other than crying. but still i hold on with a cover. you lie to me. you said you didn't do anything but you did. i am completely disappointed in you. i thought you're gonna be different this time but you're still the same. what has got into you? Demons? Syaitan? Devil? I can still be patient with your attitude but i don't think others can. Think bout it, you think you're rite but no, you're wrong! im not capable of talking to you and advising you anymore. im just sick about it.

i know i dont have the guts to say bad things bout you but please, change for the good and not for the worse. i know what you did!

Carnival Day

Its was held on Saturday. My class opened a stall called "WORLD CUP YAMCHA", since its the World Cup fever. i woke up late that morning, i supposed to wake up at 4.30am but i woke up at 5.45am. shit, you know why, i set my alarm at 4.30 but 4.30 p.m. shit rite? haha

i arrived school before 7am and Amin Ssong was there, thank god. then Steph came, then Aye and Puteri came, then Khai came blablablabla. we decorate our stall. yadaaaaaaaa, Hadib and Syahmi came with a VUVUZUELA, which make things even awesome. Haha

Then the futsal starts, all of my boy friends played. its the 3 vs 3. the White Tiger won. Juniors has their time to shine .__.

Jeme, Prince, Nathan, Mal were there. Haha ex-seniors of mine are crazzy. OHYEAH, i met Ekin's friend Emanda, she's cool. And Ikmal was there too. awww, i miss him. Haha then Ikmal, Nabil, Ekin, Amir, Apek and I went upstairs to the toilet and smoke. It was hell the fun. Haha

How bad can my school be? I hate those Juniors who thinks they're soooooo cool but actually they're not. Smack you!

His Eyes Is Definately Something To Die For

as for today, I woke up around 9am to wash all my laundries. And i did some housework. Good of me though. Haha

I went to IOI Mall to catch THE TWILIGHT SAGA: ECLIPSE at 4.55pm and it ended around 7pm. blablabla walkwalk and IOI really is a chinese place. Haha no doubt. i can say that the movie was better than New Moon cause in Eclipse there's more Edward than Jacob. ;) Haha but i do expected more that this. so Breaking Dawn, you better make me run crazyy ;)

Ya know rite that 'The Guy' i have crush on has a FB? goshh, his eyes! his eyes! OMGG, im so gedik ya know. Btw, Im kindda pissed at B**** cause she always stalked my fb page and my fb friends. it is so obvious that she's trying so hard to try to get to know my friends. cam tafakkk, stay away. Its not that im 'kedekut' or wtv but please you're trying so hard. i hate watching it. -.-


Its been so long since I last updated my blog

lots of things happened. As for the world cup fever im going through, my 2nd team, the NETHERLANDS, got into the Finals and they will meet the Spain. i really wish that Netherlands will win. Ignore the Octopus and trust the bird. Haha

School has been busy this week because my Carnival day is coming. heeee come come!


School has opened. I've received some of my results and I'm not very happy bout it but i am happy for what i achieve. for all the nights i didn't sleep and all the tired-ness I've gone through. I didn't failed lots of subjects which has improved. My Agama paper was satisfying because I've studied. Darina and Ekin were saying that i cheated and stuff and yeah, i did but still i work hard on it. They really thought that I'm so stupid in Agama. whatever lah -.- My science was good but still unsatisfying. accounts, i passed! Haha i cheated. Economics i passed too :) Maths and Add Maths were good but not good. My English... gosh, i almost cried in the class but i cover it. It really hurts me when i got a C for Eng. cm on, i never get lower that B for that subject. I'll try my best for the next one. BM was okay :)

Lots of DRAMA happened but i don't wanna talk about it.

WORLD CUP: my England squad has passed the Group selection. my heartbeat went very fast when the match is held. OHMYYY, i know England can do it but i don't know why they don't want to shine. Go England :)

Everything Dad

A little girl needs her daddy
To love her with manly charm,
To soothe her when she’s hurt,
And keep her safe from harm.

A girl needs her dad
To show her a man who’s good,
To help her make right choices,
As only a father could.

A woman needs her father
Just to be aware,
He’ll always be there for her
To sustain her and to care.

You’ve been all these things, Dad.
I hope that you can see
How much I treasure you;
You mean everything to me.

i love you, Papa :)

Something I Learned

Maturity is many things. It is the ability to base a judgment on the big picture, the long haul. It means being able to resist the urge for immediate gratification and opt for the course of action that will pay off later. One of the characteristics of the young is "I want it now." Grown-up people can wait.

Maturity is perseverance - the ability to sweat out a project or a situation in spite of heavy opposition and discouraging setbacks, and stick with it until it is finished. The adult who is constantly changing jobs, changing friends, and changing mates is immature. He cannot stick it out because he has not grown up.

Maturity is the ability to control anger and settle differences without violence or destruction. The mature person can face unpleasantness, frustration, discomfort and defeat without collapsing or complaining. He knows he can't have everything his own way every time. He is able to defer to circumstances, to other people - and to time. He knows when to compromise and is not too proud to do it.

Maturity is humility. It is being big enough to say, "I was wrong." And, when he is right, the mature person need not experience the satisfaction of saying, "I told you so."

Maturity is the ability to live up to your responsibilities, and this means being dependable. It means keeping your word. Dependability is the hallmark of integrity. Do you mean what you say - and do you say what you mean? Unfortunately, the world is filled with people who can't be counted on. When you need them most, they are among the missing. They never seem to come through in the clutches. They are always a day late and a dollar short.

Maturity is the ability to make a decision and stand by it. Immature people spend their lives exploring endless possibilities and then do nothing. Action requires courage. Without courage, little is accomplished.

Maturity is the ability to harness your ability and your energies and do more than is expected. He mature person refuses to settle for mediocrity. He would rather aim high and miss the mark than aim low - and make it.

Maturity is the art of living in peace with that which we cannot change, the courage to change that which should be changed, no matter what it takes, and the wisdom to know the difference.


Birthday Jam

Happy Birthday Ainul Alyssa :)

For her birthday, i went to Sunway Pyramid. i was with Syasya, Fazira, Ezaty, Fatasha, Amanda, Farisha, Hezmen, Fifi, Wan and his girlfriend. i went there by cab. Haha i kindda lied to Papa saying that i went there with Lyssa's mum but actually by cab. Sorry. we met in Secret Recipe. I was so shy like damn but thank god all of em were friendly. Then we watched the movie A-TEAM. actually Syasya and I were late so all of em already bought their tickets but thanks to Lyssa and Fifi cause they bought us tickets. It was a long queue but they still bought us those tickets. awwwh, thanks guys. the movie was great but during the movie i slept for several times. Haha before the movie, woosshh! drama happened. too hard for me to story it here. After the movie we bought Lyssa's present. we bought her a bag. i hope she like it. we shared our money. took the ride home with Syasya and Fazira. yadada went to Murni with Papa and Mummy and Syasya slept at my house AGAIN this week until Saturday.

WORLD CUP: i feel like laughing until i die to the Spain. how could you lost for your first match? obviously, you suck. sorraayy.


Some Advice

The basic thing is that everyone wants happiness, no one wants suffering. And happiness mainly comes from our own attitude, rather than from external factors. If your own mental attitude is correct, even if you remain in a hostile atmosphere, you feel happy.