School has opened. I've received some of my results and I'm not very happy bout it but i am happy for what i achieve. for all the nights i didn't sleep and all the tired-ness I've gone through. I didn't failed lots of subjects which has improved. My Agama paper was satisfying because I've studied. Darina and Ekin were saying that i cheated and stuff and yeah, i did but still i work hard on it. They really thought that I'm so stupid in Agama. whatever lah -.- My science was good but still unsatisfying. accounts, i passed! Haha i cheated. Economics i passed too :) Maths and Add Maths were good but not good. My English... gosh, i almost cried in the class but i cover it. It really hurts me when i got a C for Eng. cm on, i never get lower that B for that subject. I'll try my best for the next one. BM was okay :)

Lots of DRAMA happened but i don't wanna talk about it.

WORLD CUP: my England squad has passed the Group selection. my heartbeat went very fast when the match is held. OHMYYY, i know England can do it but i don't know why they don't want to shine. Go England :)

Everything Dad

A little girl needs her daddy
To love her with manly charm,
To soothe her when she’s hurt,
And keep her safe from harm.

A girl needs her dad
To show her a man who’s good,
To help her make right choices,
As only a father could.

A woman needs her father
Just to be aware,
He’ll always be there for her
To sustain her and to care.

You’ve been all these things, Dad.
I hope that you can see
How much I treasure you;
You mean everything to me.

i love you, Papa :)

Something I Learned

Maturity is many things. It is the ability to base a judgment on the big picture, the long haul. It means being able to resist the urge for immediate gratification and opt for the course of action that will pay off later. One of the characteristics of the young is "I want it now." Grown-up people can wait.

Maturity is perseverance - the ability to sweat out a project or a situation in spite of heavy opposition and discouraging setbacks, and stick with it until it is finished. The adult who is constantly changing jobs, changing friends, and changing mates is immature. He cannot stick it out because he has not grown up.

Maturity is the ability to control anger and settle differences without violence or destruction. The mature person can face unpleasantness, frustration, discomfort and defeat without collapsing or complaining. He knows he can't have everything his own way every time. He is able to defer to circumstances, to other people - and to time. He knows when to compromise and is not too proud to do it.

Maturity is humility. It is being big enough to say, "I was wrong." And, when he is right, the mature person need not experience the satisfaction of saying, "I told you so."

Maturity is the ability to live up to your responsibilities, and this means being dependable. It means keeping your word. Dependability is the hallmark of integrity. Do you mean what you say - and do you say what you mean? Unfortunately, the world is filled with people who can't be counted on. When you need them most, they are among the missing. They never seem to come through in the clutches. They are always a day late and a dollar short.

Maturity is the ability to make a decision and stand by it. Immature people spend their lives exploring endless possibilities and then do nothing. Action requires courage. Without courage, little is accomplished.

Maturity is the ability to harness your ability and your energies and do more than is expected. He mature person refuses to settle for mediocrity. He would rather aim high and miss the mark than aim low - and make it.

Maturity is the art of living in peace with that which we cannot change, the courage to change that which should be changed, no matter what it takes, and the wisdom to know the difference.


Birthday Jam

Happy Birthday Ainul Alyssa :)

For her birthday, i went to Sunway Pyramid. i was with Syasya, Fazira, Ezaty, Fatasha, Amanda, Farisha, Hezmen, Fifi, Wan and his girlfriend. i went there by cab. Haha i kindda lied to Papa saying that i went there with Lyssa's mum but actually by cab. Sorry. we met in Secret Recipe. I was so shy like damn but thank god all of em were friendly. Then we watched the movie A-TEAM. actually Syasya and I were late so all of em already bought their tickets but thanks to Lyssa and Fifi cause they bought us tickets. It was a long queue but they still bought us those tickets. awwwh, thanks guys. the movie was great but during the movie i slept for several times. Haha before the movie, woosshh! drama happened. too hard for me to story it here. After the movie we bought Lyssa's present. we bought her a bag. i hope she like it. we shared our money. took the ride home with Syasya and Fazira. yadada went to Murni with Papa and Mummy and Syasya slept at my house AGAIN this week until Saturday.

WORLD CUP: i feel like laughing until i die to the Spain. how could you lost for your first match? obviously, you suck. sorraayy.


Some Advice

The basic thing is that everyone wants happiness, no one wants suffering. And happiness mainly comes from our own attitude, rather than from external factors. If your own mental attitude is correct, even if you remain in a hostile atmosphere, you feel happy.


Hear Me Scream

R Patt im so in love with you. Haha im so excited to see you. 8th July, Im waiting for you. I admit, Im a Twilight Saga's addictive. Hehe


World Cup Fever

As you know, imma England fan. result for the first match was a draw 1-1 against USA. USA's goal souldnt be a goal becuase it was a damn silly mistake from Green*England's goalkeeper. I was okay with the result but i hope England will win the next match. I'll pray for it


Where's My Reward?

i just wanted to say that my mp3 is back alive. Haha funny rite that my mp3 can be dead and then alive again. i wish human were like that. Haha im totally missing my school. Guess what? that lil Farisha*my junior told all my relatives that i went up on a chair to fight. i was like, shit, you told people about me in school? gosh, people never did that to me. Thats why i hate somebody related go to school same as mine. i hate it because im very bad in school. Haha oh yeah, i miss Bella do. i've never see her since last year. and i dont have the time to see her. hmm :(

Btw, things at home is really really really keep me running crazy. almost dying im living here. I really hope that i was in Subang that day longer. shit, if i were there at least i can see my friends. here? its hell. with nenek's condition. what i do at home is sleep, eat, online, otp, texting and watching television. if i woke up a lil bit LATE, its like an earthquake of Papa's voice. c'mon! im enjoying my holiday. why cant you understand? mcm sial. i just get very emotional when it comes to this. why are people pointing their finger at me? im the kid, you're the adults. so think! ohhmyy, day by day, my day becomes very suck! before this, i used to be very spoilt by my parents, now? its killing me. and im totally wondering, what do i get if i keep on doing what im doing? i got nothing so far :'(

Malu! Malu! Malu! my weekend this week suck. Haha honest



i went to Subang. I meet up Lyssa, Syafinaz and Syafiq. I was there for a while. whatthefak do, i wish i was there longer.

woke up morning, breakfast. then gerak Kopitiam and eat. walk2 with Syasya to Lyssa's house. i was so shy to go inside her house. Haha her birthday is next week. idk whether i could go and celebrate her birthday. i wish i could. 3.30pm walked to Syafinaz's house and Syafiq was there. we hung out for a while then went back to Kopitiam cause Syafiq was hungry. after that we went back to Syasya's house and watch some DVDs. Haha Good Luck Chuck and The Exorcist.Sumpah gempak! we lepak until 3.30am. Haha i had fun.

Holidays sucks this time. to be honest



Haha. i was laughing by myself reading back my older posts. it was so damn funny kot. sumpah tak belah. i was so lame back then. and i was like "bhaiii". Haha its so funny. i deleted some of em. goshh, memalukan je,



first semester of school is finally over. i took my mid term exams and i think i rocked it. Everything seems 'Okay' except for accounts. go to hell ya mate. as soon as i finished answer my last paper which is Maths 1, i can feel my heart is beating faster. haha and Fifa is coming soon. i hope Portugal or Korea will win, inside of my heart, i still have the love for, the team who i know that is not gonna win, England <3

I dont know what to do for the holidays yet but i know i have to take care of my Grandma. Mummy is busy with work and so as Papa. i was like whatever lah kan? i dont care lah, do your work. Mummy kindda told me that she wanted to take me somewhere but i know she wont cause she's busy. dont lie to comfort me, i know my status. Hello! My responsibility to take care of Grandma is so huge. My maid just went off for 1 week and i can already feel the pressure. Im tired! huhh, and my T***** is making me annoyed with her attitude. if you wanna ask me to do this and that, why dont you do it? you dont even know how hard it is? so just shut the fuck up. darn im pissed. enough with that.

My Baby just broke. i mean my mp3 player. tafaack, i have for a year plus and now its dead. im gonna miss you so bad baby. ;(
Credits for Syasya. she showed me Aida's video in YouTube. thanks dude, i like that video , i mean her voice. its cool ;)